Samantha, just Samantha (samantilles) wrote,
Samantha, just Samantha

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i'm still stupefied about how much of a fucking moron I am... After only getting about five hours sleep, I woke up today and actually flung open my laptop and loaded my IM and email software with the anticipatory feeling of actually expecting something, and expecting something good, like I've got a fucking purpose. A relic of old when I actually mattered a bit and didn't go ten days without a new email from actual human beings, and even then I was deluding myself into importance and popularity... at least the delusion was good while it lasted.... what a fucking moron....
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