Samantha, just Samantha (samantilles) wrote,
Samantha, just Samantha
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Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
got a question for ya....
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Yes?
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
do you see me as a friend? *In the two months since I've left especially*
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Yes for sure
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Definitely
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I have had no luck lately and little time to make you feel particularly treasured, I know that
The Manic Toothbrush says:
But yes
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I do and I value that
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
*dies blushing* could you ever see further?
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Oh my!
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
I was going to wait till december, but over the past week especially I've had a lot of time to think about it....
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I hope you dont mind my saying I have never really thought about it
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
I didn't think you did
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
you are just like 99% of guys in that sense.... and I wasn't particularly outright about it
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Well I am just not very clued in on these things
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
but then again, I knew that
The Manic Toothbrush says:
You did?
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Its not that I am bashful
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
I've kinda had a huge crush on you for about three months
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I should have realised
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I just thought we were good friends
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
and we are
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
I'll take you whatever way I can
The Manic Toothbrush says:
You have been really nice too
The Manic Toothbrush says:
So I should have figured it!
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I'm just not very presumptuous and I know how friendships online can be really close
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Because you dont have to hide
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I always thought you valued my friendship based on that I never turned on you, and have always been honest with you
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
that just intensified what I felt
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
especially after what happened, it was then I realized just how much
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I like you cos you have a big heart and I think you always want to help people
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
*blushes* from the first time I talked to you back in march I knew I'd like you as a friend... and then we talked more and more... and then after I left, that was the really big test... to see if we still had something to talk about, and really prove that friendship and not just an acquaintenship
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I like to listen to you and I find a lot of what you say interesting
The Manic Toothbrush says:
You make me think and I like that
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
and you're one of few who do listen
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
there are only a few people *eile is the primary one* who knew I really really liked you... most just knew I had some sort of random crush on someone... eile's been having a blast listening to this for the past three months *g*
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I should have had some idea
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I mean I am far from a naieve bloke
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
*g* I didn't make any direct actions on it hun
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Nah, but you were really helpful at times beyond any duty
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
thats what friends are, not just because I happen to have a crush on ya
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I guess i just figured you, like me, just are naturally helpful and stuff
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Right
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
I like to be, especially if people let me help... you've opened up to me a lot
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
and allowed me to be there for you... which is awesome, because I love to be a cheerleader for people
The Manic Toothbrush says:
And it would be a lie to say I havent needed someone in my corner from time to time
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
*points to me* pickmepickme!
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Its been a fairly trying time of late and you helped me feel a bit better about myself through that
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
*hugs and clings*
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Hugs
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The Manic Toothbrush says:
I know if I met you in RL we would get on really well
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Which is always a start
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
well, like I said, I'd take you whatever way I can... friend, further or not...
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Well you definitely can count on a friend hun
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I am just trying to get my head around what you have told me
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I am just surprised
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Trying not to be mute with it!
Samantha--"Well, I'm home" says:
*g*
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Cos I imagine silence would be taken as a negative
The Manic Toothbrush says:
And I dont want that
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I am just really kinda like ' Ooooohhh! ' and am frankly a bit confused as to what could happen
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The Manic Toothbrush says:
Hugs
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I care about you a great deal Sam, I am a little thrown I confess. You are a wonderful person, and a great friend
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Hugs
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I have to get some sleep
The Manic Toothbrush says:
My answer to your question is that I had not thought about it and honestly have no clue!
The Manic Toothbrush says:
I gotta go for now!
The Manic Toothbrush says:
Goodnight hun!
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*dies* so I finally told him tonight.... this is only my egoboosting chopped up version of the convo, and in no way indicates anything of what else was said or where we stand now... its up here for me to look at and realize just how great of a guy he is *sigh*
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